“I saw her that night in her kitchen,” he said, pointing at Miriam with a trembling finger. “She was on the phone talking about the babies, saying she was going to fix everything.”
My head was throbbing louder than the blow.
I wanted to run to her, hug her, silence the entire universe, but I stayed rooted to the spot because I suddenly understood that if I interrupted, if I protected her too quickly, I might ruin the only real crack that had just opened up.
—Emma, no— Trevor finally blurted out, but he no longer sounded paternal.
He sounded desperate.
Not because of her.
So what might come out of his mouth.
My daughter continued crying, swallowing hard, trying to piece together words that should never have existed in her memory.
—She put a white powder in special jars… just like Mom’s.
The phrase hit every face in the room like acid.
I felt nauseous.
